dreams....

ive been having a lot of dreams about my life in new york lately...

last night i dreamt that i was walking into the bar that i used to bartend at (of course it was set up differently because thats how it works in dreams) and i was saying hi to all the regular customers, and then i went into the basement to get beer to bring up because i was setting up the bar the way i wanted for work that night, then i went back upstairs and was putting away dudes diaper bag, because of course he wasnt there with me at work, but i was still using the diaper bag as my purse, and i had his toothbrush in my back pocket...why? i dont know, but it was funny :)

the other dream was cool, but it made me really miss working at the hair salon....i was walking out of the salon, across the street into the deli where we would always go for breakfast...i was very pregnant, i remember exactly what i was wearing in the dream, and how the sun was hitting the buildings because it was mid morning, the time the salon would open, and i walked into the deli and everyone was so happy to see me because i had been gone so long.....

soooo....these dreams have made me miss NY a lot, and not only where i was living, but the people that were part of my everyday life, and i wanted all of you to know that i miss you :)  ive thought about bartending or working in another salon here in maine, but....theres no way that it would even be close to being the same, because, mostly its just the people that i miss :)  so, again, even though i love my life in maine, and my life now with s. and dude, i do miss all of you!!!